​blindsided

[Chorus: monikrr]
Now I'm strapped for the time to save me, I’m breaking
I found new heights so you couldn't scathe me, I'm gaining
And I still think about the sight you gave me, I’m fading
Why've you gotta turn a blind eye to drain me, I'm jaded

[Verse 1: monikrr]
I think I lost sight of where the ground is
Then I got caught up in my faults and fucking found it
She said go put your money where your mouth is
But you don't get it, I'm just tryna make it steady handed

I've been falling into habits I've been pleading to break
And I've been calling because I’m fucking stuck in my ways
Well, I guess that it’s the price that I've been needing to pay
And I’ve been calling because you don't wanna see my fate

[Verse 2: monikrr]
Yeah, I can't make sense of my mistakes
And I'm always tryna keep up with my pace
But I always fall back when I cull the shame
You said it yourself, you’re not playing games
And you always spit when you say my name
I was the first to make you feel this way
Now I'm your first loser 'cause I'm second place

So just fucking immolate me like you always do
You acerbate me but I still sleep sound to dreams of you
So let's fuck so I can feel like I mean shit to you
So let's fuck so I can feel like I mean sh-

[Chorus: monikrr]
Now I'm strapped for the time to save me, I'm breaking
I found new heights so u couldn't scathe me, I'm gaining
And I still think about the sight you gave me, I'm fading
Why've you gotta turn a blind eye to drain me, I'm jaded

[Verse 3: iris day]
Yeah, you always turned a blind eye
And you blamed it on your mind but I can see right through you
A-A-And I can laugh and I can cry
And you won't ever tell me why the evidence leads right to you
And I can sit here, black out then I consider
What I can do 'fore I p-pass out another line of glitter

[Chorus: monikrr]
Now I'm strapped for the time to save me, I'm breaking
I found new heights so u couldn't scathe me, I'm gaining
And I still think about the sight you gave me, I'm fading
Why've you gotta turn a blind eye to drain me, I'm jaded