Drowning

I’m over my head again
Stepped too far off the deep end
Sinking at the bottom of the Mariana Trench
The pressures growing every inch

I’m drowning by myself
Lost my mind and I need your help
Everyone’s watching this slow descent
Lately I’m drowning again

I lost my life jacket in the current
Suicidal ideation is recurrent
I’m going out not in a blaze of glory
Using my songs to tell my story

I’m drowning by myself
Lost my mind and I need your help
Everyone’s watching this slow descent
Lately I’m drowning again

I’m at the bottom
The cold is setting in
Deepest at the deepest end
Of the deep end
Sorry to my mom
And sorry to my dad
For being such a burden
And for being so sad