Dreamer’s Dream

What started as a dreamer's dream
Has vanished in the wind
It swept me away without my knowing
Just where it all would end
And now it hurts to start again
And pain's too kind a word
To deeply say what's hanging on
Inside of me

Lord, I want to believe You
And I want to be near You
But I keep thinking where I've been
You see, I don't really
Believe You can heal me
And put me on the road again
You'll just have to take me
Fill me and break me
Until I can clearly see
That You are making me

The answers I've been told before
Don't apply to questions asked
It's gonna take much more
Than conversation to bring me back
Still, memories linger like morning mist
And cloud my troubled soul
It seems too much for me
To put them all away

Lord, I want to believe You
And I want to be near You
But I keep thinking where I've been
You see, I don't really
Believe You can heal me
And put me on the road again
You'll just have to take me
Fill me and break me
Until I can clearly see
That You are making me

I've been quoted all the verses
And I know each one by heart
But I can't find that sense of calm assurance
So, help me, help me in this moment
As I struggle to survive
Must there be this sadness before joy?

Lord, I want to believe You
And I want to be near You
But I keep thinking where I've been
You see, I don't really
Believe You can heal me
And put me on the road again
You'll just have to take me
Fill me and break me
Until I can clearly see
That You are making me
That You are making me