Drag Me From Hell

[Chorus]
If you drag me from hell
Would I still be safe from myself?
I can't wash this blood off of my hands
Even if you can drag me from hell
I won't be safe from myself

[Verse 1]
Yeah, I'm scared of me
I've been feelin' like a funeral director with the feelings that I'm burying
The more I make, the more I'm spending on this therapy
And I still make the same fuckin' mistakes, it's embarrassing
And maybe this is all just a phase, maybe this is life
Maybe I'm afraid if you see the real me, then you won't like it
'Cause any substance I been using to escape the very thing
That's also makin' me fall apart but I still invite it
I seem to fuck everything up and even when I try
It's like I keep fighting against the current every time
I disconnect from myself
When did that boy inside his room become a ghost in a shell?

[Chorus]
If you drag me from hell
Would I still be safe from myself?
I can't wash this blood off of my hands
Even if you can (You can) drag me from hell
I won't be safe from myself

[Verse 2]
Drag me out, but I don't think I'm escaping this (I don't)
Loneliness has got me thinkin' some crazy shit
Acting proud, that poison is probably killin' slow (Slow)
I am the enemy, origin story started in a broken home
Everyone leave me alone
Pressure got me on the edge, I'm 'bout to lose it again
All the meds got me in a fuckin' haze (Yeah)
And hurtin' anyone around me tryna feel better
But can't break-break-break from this negative force
That I been holding since spending birthdays in psychiatric clinics
And tryna blame myself for everything I couldn't course correct
Been torn to shreds and thought I'd fix it if I could get more success
But know that I seem to fuck everything up and even when I try
It's like I'm pretending I'm someone else but it's a lie
And I don't know what'll help
When did that but inside his room become a ghost in the shell?

[Chorus]
If you drag me from hell
Would I still be safe from myself?
I can't wash this blood off of my hands
Even if you can (You can) drag me from hell
I won't be safe from myself

[Bridge]
(If you drag me from hell)
(W-w-w-w-w-w-w-would I still be safe from myself?)
(W-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-would—)

[Chorus]
If you drag me from hell
Would I still be safe from myself?
I can't wash this blood off of my hands
Even if you can drag me from hell
I won't be safe from myself