Don’t Try Things

I am feeling stuck. Torn between two lives
I don't know who I am - steadily losing desire to try to figure that out

I don't think I want to know
So I keep myself numb, have no emotions to show
It might be an empty life but living right is too hard

It's a big, scary world and I don't think I can make it on my own
So I sit here on my bed and wait as the hours tick by
Life is overwhelming, I'm done
I've lost all desire to try