Doesn’t Make Sense

Verse 1:
(Apex Frazier)

They said "be careful how you wish", I wish I misunderstood
(Hol' up.) Ay God, what's good?
You know my life's been kinda crazy and I ain't see you much lately
What's the deal? Where you been?
These relationships are killing me, man
These jump shots just don't seem to fall in. Ayo, what up?
How come nothing ever seem to make sense?
Do I need a new perspective when I wish?
A new spoon for the dish?
More food for the fish?
More room just to live? I don't know
But we gotta do something here
Maybe let God take the wheel
Maybe we can't handle this feel, or
Maybe maybe is an ugly word
Maybe wordplay is a nasty girl
Maybe girls play in a nasty world, but
Maybe the church has been making it worse
Then again, there's that maybe word
Young king, you know better than to use that maybe word
My tense past makes me speak past tense
This is the product of a life that doesn't make sense
Brother set 'em up for another wish
I guess you lied to me when you said I'd be missed

Verse 2:
(Beleaf)

They say "be careful how you wish", I wish I misunderstood
Everything that she said when she stood
In the door frame
My heart is in more pain
Than hers
Sticks and stones break your bones, but words stab your heart
I guess that's my fault, I left it all unguarded
Dearly departed, I loved you to death
Loved you the hardest
I cross my heart, open my chest
You might see my lungs push out my last breath
I saw right through your lustful glass dress
You're passing notes like I wouldn't notice
God told me this wasn't no test
He said "Flee! Boy, run from your flesh."
But I was hard hearted
Hard headed
Hard hot. It's
Hard, living as a beast of an artist
And all the beautiful women just treat you like a target
It doesn't make sense when we don't reflect the Father