Impurities

Verse 1:
(Apex Frazier)

The beginning of the end
The beginning of my sins
My impure thoughts ruled me man
My good ways were most pretend
My bad days last forever, man
Lord forgive me for what I just did..
I wanna forget my past now then
I wanna forget my present now and
Just don't forget my present, how it ends?
Dang I don't know
I don't care tho
I don't hear bro
Deaf ears slam closed
That there's my ghost
My impurities.. ooh how I love thy
You the only escape for this guy
Until I'm up in the big sky
I don't know if Heaven lies
Or if it's Hell tonight
But if it's Hell tonight
At least I went out right. With my..
My lovely things
My love for things
My love is strange, but these motions...
They're strange, but these oceans..
Purple smoke, a homie's potion
Got no hope, but they still hopin'
Flash back to a better age
When I'm rememberin' them better days
When I knew of better ways
Screw these impurities!
They the only thing that holds these screws in me
I got that one, that one lose lose piece
It make me lose lost peace
It make me count lost sheep
A symbol, I suppose for me
It's simple, or supposedly
Wife, house, kids, me
But they never really taught me
They never really taught me who to be, so
Maybe I should leave these sins or do I love them too much?
Maybe I was robbed of innocence simply eating my lunch
Maybe there's a way. Yea, maybe there's a way
But I'll save that for another day
'Cause I love my impure craze
My impure face
Her impure waist
My selfish ways
Save me another case
Get me another lace
Tie these strings so tight that you can't untie my vanity
Tie these strings so tight that you can't untie -- tied up

Verse 2:
(Ruslan)

Trust when I tell you that
I've been there and done that
Run that
Everyday where the fun's at? come back
Seen the high, seen the lows, made a contact
And I've been on the road as an umpire
Was the point of it all just to highjack?
Where your mind at?
What's it all mean?
Where your time at?
When your rock bottom made it feel like a climax
Life falls on the imax, screen
I just wanna scream
"Trust when I tell you that!"
I don't wanna sale you that!
I don't wanna see you there!
I just wanna take you back
To the place where it all started
Before either one of us departed
And grew heartless from all the toxic garbage that would offset our target
And my heart is that you would learn from my mistakes and listen
But it's not my part to make you void your heartache and mischief. That's on you
What will stay true is that I'll be here
Ready and willing..
To restore you whenever you're ready and willing..
To move

Outro:

Impurities
That's my impurities!