Do You Love Me Yet?

[Intro: Miles Canady]
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, aye
This almost sounds like, uh
A love song to myself

[Verse 1: Miles Canady]
This sounds like every lunch I spent alone
Both battles that I lost, and the library, my second home
Steven & Bryan made me feel like I mattered
Man, I gotta thank them next time that I’m on my phone
But it’s 2016 and I’m frantic and at my lowest
Panicking and hoping all these quotes is
Enough to get attention from you and the kid you sit with
Like "am I way too simple or am I just too descriptive?
How come they don't feel me? Why's it blank stares in the crowd?
No standing ovation? I guess I'm just that terrible, wow"
My heart dropped when I got my lines out of order
Now I’m in the back of my head, boxing myself into corners
This the 10th round, drilling in my head that I’m a let down
How I’m past loving, but I take the less direct route
On the outside, writing tryna get this blood to let
Put it out and ask anyone listening

[Hook]
Do you love me yet?
(I do it all for you)
How could I ever be loved? Hatred is what I’m above?
Somehow I just don’t really see that
But do you love me yet?
(I do it all for you)
How could I ever be loved? Hatred is what I’m above?
Somehow I just don’t really see that

[Verse 2]
This sounds like when therapy just ain’t coming fast enough
When my problems keep on adding up
Carry burdens on my back, as if they don’t weigh a ton
Mask on my face, knowing that I ain’t half as tough
Behind doors, I’m breaking soon as I tear up
Still see a scared kid when I look back at the mirror
Unprepared, unmotivated
Unacceptably selfish, all reasons why I’m so unlovable
Been stagnant for months, but I’ve gotten so comfortable
Really don’t deserve the help, so I don’t come to you
But you stop me on these tangents with extended hands
And tell me I should take a breath & give myself a chance
Like, “there’s no shame in reaching out when you need help
And no logic in self-hate over things felt”
That was enough for the feeling to pass
For the moment, while I stopped in the mirror and asked

[Hook]
Do you love me yet?
(I do it all for you)
How could I ever be loved? Hatred is what I’m above?
Somehow I just don’t really see that
But do you love me yet?
(I do it all for you)
How could I ever be loved? Hatred is what I’m above?
Somehow I just don’t really see that

[Verse 3: Dandii Sun & Miles Canady]
The moon's reflections of the sea
My emotions had opened up to a stagnant ocean, opened up it's mouth and talked to me
It expressed in-depth jealousy, it expressed in-depth jealousy
I was laughing when the ocean said "in depth" because the ocean was in debt to me
In debt
The ocean said that it was in debt, and apologized for drowning in sex
The ocean said that it would take your last breath
While the ocean had wept, Jesus slept
Shit
Cause I'll do it all for you
You'll do it all for me
If it's just me and sea
You'll drown within one of us, wait and see

[Outro: Miles Canady]
I do it all for you
I do it all for you