[Verse]
Now it's been a few months, but I made a decision that I regret
I hurt the ones I love and now I'm losing respect
And if I never get to justify the things in my head
You might accept my flaws, but then reject what I said
Did you listen to my words? Did you look at what I did?
Will I ever get to work it out, repenting of my sins?
I've been going through this ocean, too concerned with the wind
Always writing out my life, maybe God has got a pen
I'm addressing what I show, made a point to keep it close
Mamma always told me this was "nothing I should know"
I'm tryna stay committed to the passion I behold
But I'm fighting with myself every day for control
Man I'm thinking 'bout the future, what's to come for my life?
Will the girl I really love be the one I call my wife?
Or will it fall apart like the previous five?
Will I end up all alone with an attempted suicide?
I've been trying for the longest, maybe I can steal the rain
Cause it's flooding my mind with memories I can't erase
I don't want to have to think about the constant mistakes
I only blame my self, I only feel my shame
What if I told you I was broken from a really young age?
And they told me I should trust them, that everything was okay
That I did a few things that keep me living in pain
It's been 18 years and I don't know how to change
I haven't slept in a week, I haven't bothered to eat
I've had my brain clogged up with these emotional dreams
And now, everybody's asking me the questions I don't need
"what your plan?" "what's next?" "do this", I can't breathe
I've been learning how to swim but I'm stuck in the flow
Held captive by my thoughts, if I bless the broken road
Tryna keep it on the low, for the sake of what I know, never fold
Been distracted for too long, take me home, yuh
[Outro]
Been distracted for too long, take me home
Been distracted for too long
Distracted was written by Cole Hedgecoth.
Distracted was produced by Cole Hedgecoth.
Cole Hedgecoth released Distracted on Fri Nov 02 2018.