Disappearing In Slow Motion

[Verse 1]
There's a bomb in my chest
And I can't fall asleep
With it ticking so loud
Know it's burned in my dreams
You don't notice the sound
You don't notice anymore
I buried my face in your chest
Just to learn how to breathe
How to pick through the silence
Hear when it speaks
I'm afraid to get out
I'm afraid of an open door

[Chorus]
And I've been talking to myself
I don't wanna let anybody know what he's been saying
And I've been calling out for help
I don't wanna give anymore of the person I've been trading
All for nothing

[Verse 2]
There's a knife in my gut
But it's giving me peace
'Cause therе's order in circles
I'm twisting to read
In bеtween all the lines
In between empty promises
And I'm breaking apart
To learn how to rebuild
All the vessels inside of my heart
That were killed
When I crashed into shore
I'm atop of a sinking ship

[Chorus]
And I've been talking to myself
I don't wanna let anybody know what he's been saying
And I've been calling out for help
I don't wanna give anymore of the person I've been trading
All for nothing