Im Not Good At Being Happy

[Chorus]
I'm not good at being happy
I'm too used to being sad
Now I'm the joke and no one's laughing
Always cancel all my plans
'Cause I can't take these conversations
When I'm afraid of what they mean
I'd rather check out all my friend's lives
'Cause life looks better from a screen

[Verse]
I'll make my home my castle
My bed, my prison
Now my neck's bent over
My soul needs living
'Cause I'm locked inside
Not inside my room
But inside my head
I hope I'll break out soon
Now I'm starving to death
I need dopamine
Someone to pull to mе out
Someone to make mе see
Look outside myself
Look outside a screen
Or outside my room
It wasn't meant to be

[Chorus]
I'm not good at being happy (Being happy)
I'm too used to being sad (So sad, I'm so sad, so sad, so sad)
Now I'm the joke and no one's laughing (No one's laughing)
Always cancel all my plans (All my plans, all my plans, all my plans)
'Cause I can't take these conversations (Conversations)
I'm too afraid of what they mean (I don't know what they mean)
I'd rather check out all my friend's lives (All my friend's lives)
'Cause life looks better from a screen (From a screen, from a screen, from a screen)