Dillema Of Insurance

Verse I
Running in circles
Chasing the purple
Formula like Prince
Light skinned like Prince
Can't trust my kin like it's the Haitian revolution
Screaming fuck the cops
We need a bunch of revolutions
I got privileges dark skinned
Sisters and brothers ain't got
Europe does to niggas what fame did to X and PAC
Swallow my insecurities
They only try to choke me
Like Hamburg hospital securities
Rest in peace William Tonou Mbobda

Never do I wanna kill another rapper
I want to kill the oppressor in mе
Black capitalism ain't shit
In fact, it makes me sick
Corporate companiеs bought into my clique
I went bananas and split

There is a thin line from being inspired and mimicking
I understand how toxic masculine I have been
Today I'm dealing with deconstructing the pattern of patriarchy
That weighs heavy on me
I was at the bottom kicking down
Telling myself I'm a real man
Lift one up give her the crown
Found I acting like a clown
Systematic evil
The individual before the collective
Being for love takes practice

Chorus I
Beautiful
My beautiful people
Beautiful
My beautiful people
Beautiful

Verse II
The Color of uncertainty I wear it all the time
I return only to find what is left of mine
I would like to think that I have lost the interest of ownership
But that’s not true
I care for dignity and pride
Anxious with my dreams
I can taste the fruits of my labor

Too often I’m reminded of my color
Too often I'm uncertain of security and insurance
Both become a state that I'm unfamiliar with
When I think I want to be integrated and socialized
In their ways something inside me dies
Oppress or be uncertain I oppress for so little
A pad on the shoulder
You have done well, we need more of you
Uncertain, uneducated, unaware black people