Descent

[Intro]
The plunge into a life w/o a life
Addiction
It goes deeper & deeper & deeper
Once rock bottom looks high enough, you won’t even notice
& the fact of the matter is, nobody does
You can hide yourself & maintain composure up until the day of your deathbed
People still won’t recognize you’re gone until weeks later
Whether that’s through ignorance or denial is up to them
Only in death will you know your true friends

[Verse 1]
White China, lookin’ so designer
Bust down blue dust til it’s lookin’ finer
Take another line, never mind all my loved ones
I just need a crack whore bitch, I’m tryna fuck sumn’
I’ma keep it a buck, son
When life gets tough, I’m tryna go & shoot up some’
If anyone finna say some’
They won’t say nothin’ til I been passed away, bruh

[Interlude 1]
Amidst the talking, a clear, but harsh hum arises
At first, it’s hardly noticeable
People detach themselves from you
They hear about the worst parts of you & forget the best, even if everything is hearsay
The hum becomes unbearable, slowly, but surely
& you need a way out

[Verse 2]
Please, please, don’t put me in the dirt
I’m 200mg away from heaven on Earth
Can’t stop moaning & I feel my body jerk
But the feeling’s too good, I gotta take away the hurt
I ain’t worried, ‘cause death is a flirt
He could never touch me, even when I try to work
My way into his arms & believe me when I say this
I’ve tried a hundred times & I’m startin’ to lose patience
Fuck my friends for tryna bring my ass back
I shoulda slapped the fuck out the paramedics, man
I’d rather be dead than alive in this place
Where not a single soul loves me, fuck this damn pain
My girl tryna settle me down
I’m glad that her ass came around
Clean for a minute, I’m back on
Now I’m gone

[Interlude 2]
Nothing
Nobody
But yourself

[Bridge]
There’s nothin’
I’m nothin’
You’re nothin’
Its nothin’
There’s nothin’
I’m nothin’
You’re nothin’
Its nothin’

[Outro]
Every single binge will end
There will always be a relapse
Every single suicidal thought will go away
You’ll never know when it will come back
Nothing leaves your being for good & nothing good will remain forever
You never know when your next downfall will be your last
& that’s a fact