Deranged & Desperate

You say you're leaving
You don't know why you came back
You say you see it clearly
You're gonna have a heart attack
Because I keep on talking
Sounding deranged and desperate

I drop down onto my knees
The sun is hanging low through the leaves
I know my love, I drove you away
I'm dying trying to change

I know it's over
What we once used to be
And so I say I love you
To see what you will say to me
And then you say you need me
To surrender to reality

I drop down onto my knees
The sun is hanging low through the leaves
I know my love, I drove you away
I'm dying trying to change

When will you learn to be you?
When will you have a choice?
When will you drop the defense
And find you have a voice?

I drop down onto my knees
The sun is hanging low through the leaves
I know my love, I drove you away
I'm dying trying to change

I drop down onto my knees
The sun is hanging low through the leaves
I know my love, I drove you away
I'm dying trying to change