Deprived

[Verse 1]
At night we look at neighbors windows cause we want to know what's looking back
We don't cherish the night that's in front of us we look at the black
The black dark abyss creeping towards the back of my mind
Started from the bottom I'm still there but I'm trying to find

And now we're trying to hide
From these demons that are poisoning our current careers
Who knew that all the fans would be the biggest ones to fear
Their feedback draws from the art and now I'm shifting gears

Because of something someone said instead of using my own ears
I know I have to stay humble and block out all my peers
I said who knеw the fans would be the biggеst ones to fear
The feedback draws from the art and now I'm shifting shifting shifting

Even now, I'm trying to blame anyone who isn't me
I need to accept that I'm in charge of what I'll be
That's what I'm told by all my friends and by my creed
But I can't help but wonder what this could turn out to be

I don't know where to turn and I can't turn to drugs
My family raised me right so you know its in my blood
I'm not Noah, but this is my arc I'll let it flood
Even Jesus didn't get stoned you'll never be high as God

And even now I'm with my best friends yeah they're my fam
I still haven't found my sound or who I am
I even tried to quit this shit I know I can't
Cause I'm just a drama king and I don't have a plan

[Chorus]
It's okay to not be okay
When all is lost and when the world is gray
Everything will be okay one day you just have to wait
You just have to stay
Until the hell is over just listen to what I have to say

It's okay to not be okay
When all is lost and when the world is gray
Everything will be okay one day you just have to wait
You just have to stay
Until the hell is over just listen to what I have to say

[Verse 2]
I've struggled with this mental depression
But I haven't learned my lesson
Because I keep on making these confessions
To the world in music that I've manifested
But I do it nevertheless
And I know it can help other people with their discretion
But sometimes I just have to take care of myself for a second

But I never listen
I just take prescriptions
And get high on the vision
But I keep getting pissed and

I know I got to be humble
Can't stumble
Weed tumble
Bees bumble off this buzz I'm getting of this vibe

I'm so lucky to be alive
I just want Outta Tha Basement to strive
But right now I'm feeling a little deprived
Yeah I'm a little deprived

[Chorus]
It's okay to not be okay
When all is lost and when the world is gray
Everything will be okay one day you just have to wait
You just have to stay
Until the hell is over just listen to what I have to say

It's okay to not be okay
When all is lost and when the world is gray
Everything will be okay one day you just have to wait
You just have to stay
Until the hell is over just listen to what I have to say