Depression Freestyle At 4:20 Am

[Verse]
I always feel so fuckin' alone
Why can't you ever even check the phone?
Sometimes I wonder if you even love me
Or if the love will last forever
You are my savior, but you're also a burden
I'm burnin' my pain in the wood
Strikin' this match, it just never felt so good
I take the fuckin' noose and tie it around my neck, yeah
And I'm always smokin' just to stay high
I'm fightin' the hunger 'cause my check barely even helps, huh
I'm under the weather
And all she ever wants is new leather
Like Gucci, Louis, or Chanel
I fell in love, but then it broke my heart
So I toughened up like a soldier
She wish I coulda hold her
But you know what? I'm afraid 'cause I'm gettin' colder
Just like my skin from the cuts, ha, yeah
Just like my skin from the cuts, and I'm losin' my mind
And there's nothin' to find, everything to hide
The third eye opened up
And I see the pain in my blunt
You know what? I cut these cunts off 'cause now they dead
They all runnin' in my head
Fuckin' depressed and obsessed with these pills
Can't even go in, not even for thrills
Fuck it, I give you chills down your spine
'Cause I'm fuckin' done when I take the gun, yeah
And blow my fuckin' brains out
'Cause I'm in so much fuckin' pain
Yeah, 'cause I'm fuckin' dead