Dark Thoughts

[Verse 1: Nmozzie]
Every day I fucking cry
I don't even know why I try
Suicide on my mind, yeah
Is she really down to ride? I don't even know
So we fuck it up on the low
Skin turnin' pale, why? 'Cause I'm fuckin' dead
Eyes bloodshot red
If everything fails, I still got a gun
When I feel it stun, uh
Then I pop it like a pill
Feelin' really ill when I see you
Give you goosebumps, chills down your spine
Hold up, I'm just slumped off a few Xans
In the crowd with a few fans
Smokin' on some propane stove from Hank Trill
Sniffin' on some cocaine, what is your pain?
I just put a blunt to my brain, uh
Smoke the THC, smoke that CBD
For my PMV, play her like a DVD
I'm in love with LSD, she loves PCP
I'm poppin' thirties just to stop my worries, yeah
I know that they hurt me
And death is waitin' for me just to hit the dirt now

[Interlude: Scalladosis]
Yeah, death is waiting for me
Ayy, yeah, yeah
This some fucked up shit, some hard shit

[Verse 2: Scalladosis]
Take the knife, feel the blade cutting deep
Feel like Samuel L. Jackson, wanna go the fuck to sleep
All of these goddamn struggles, I don't wanna keep
C4, it go beep beep beep
Every time I talk, it's like there's just a bleep
I fucking hate this shit, I wish it would just go away
Them boys tellin' me I should hang, but I don't want no mo' today
Everyone's on my dick, fuckin' me up, they should know to pay
All of this anger and sadness, wish they could flow away
But they don't, so I'm punchin' holes in the walls
That bitch lickin' on my balls
Beatin' on my dick in the motherfuckin' stalls
Thoughts of sick and twisted shit get in my head, it isn't distant
I tried telling them about it, but they didn't listen
Thoughts of suicide, but I got too much to lose, yeah
Give up or fight through the pain, I gotta choose, ayy
I got the blues, but I don't have any clues, yeah
Feel like the Ninja Turtles 'cause I'm sippin' on that ooze, bitch
(Bitch, bitch, bitch, bitch, bitch)