Deep End

[Verse 1]
It's like I'm always on the weekend
Stuck in my bed while I think of you
And it's true
It's like I'm always in the deep end
Flailing my hands in the air knowing I can't swim

[Pre-Chorus]
And I'm feeling fine when I'm home
And I can't deny that I hate myself
I guess I'm overrated
Maybe I should stop my playing
Tell you just to go it alone, but

[Chorus]
Maybe I'm gonna stay just like this
Maybe I'm never gonna feel good about
Anything, anyone, am I just being dumb?
I'm alive, but sometimes I just wanna be done

[Verse 2]
She knows that I make all my money
Faking my faith on a Wednesday night
I'm alright
I drove out all the way to Philly, it wasn't sunny
It's clear now that I can't win (I nеver)

[Pre-Chorus]
And I'm feeling fine when I'm homе
And I can't deny that I hate myself
I guess I'm overrated
Maybe I should stop my playing
Tell you just to go it alone, but

[Chorus]
Maybe I'm gonna stay just like this
Maybe I'm never gonna feel good about
Anything, anyone, am I just being dumb?
I'm alive, but sometimes I just wanna be done