Already Dead

[Verse 1]
I sat all night
You never came, I’m lying to my waiter
It’s 10pm, they’re closing soon
'Cause you were right
And I was wrong, how did I just get here
And how did I not think this through?

[Pre-Chorus]
A fake fight, you’re not nice
A misuse of a perfect goodbye
In my mind, we are already over

[Chorus]
'Cause I hope
You’re happy
That I’m going nowhere
I misspoke, I'm sorry
But I know it’s not our time
'Cause you’re not really worth the fight
And yeah, I hope you heard that right
'Cause I think I’m going under

[Verse 2]
I read this novel
The lovers die in chapter two
It feels really similar to you
A faded smile
And my hair is unkept, I always tried when you were mine

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m really fading away
Is this just all in my head?
I’d rather just end up dead
I’m already dead

[Chorus]
'Cause I hope
You’re happy
That I’m going nowhere
I misspoke, I'm sorry
But I know it’s not our time
'Cause you’re not really worth the fight
And yeah, I hope you heard that right
'Cause I think I’m going under

[Outro]
'Cause I’d do anything to rest
This whole commotion in my chest
I’m taking steps but I still tell myself I’m going nowhere
I don’t give a shit about what you are
Doing lately, and I hope you know, yeah
I hope you know