Deep Deep Down

So this is goodbye, more or less
And things have changed a lot, I guess
In such a mess, and so out of hand
Though I think it went pretty much as you planned
It was so hazy 'til my eyes had cleared
Now I can see better, but it still looks weird
Is that still you lying there?
Why can't I find you anywhere?

I still don't understand this episode
Or why you led us down that road
But I think you knew where it would lead
And how something would come over me
I still don't know just what it was
I guess nobody ever really does
Know why they do the things they do
Why did I have to follow you?

Deep deep down
Where it isn't safe to be
'Cause I beat you there
And now they're coming after me

You always were an angel in my eyes
Now more than ever, the term applies
The eyes still see what the soul believes
And you look so pretty underneath the leaves
And though we part forever now
I feel you'll be with me somehow
I believe in God, you know
You're still my angel, and I love you so

Deep deep down
Pretty as the scenery
You're lying under it
But I feel you watching over me

So now I've got to tear myself away
'Cause they'll just find me if I stay
They wouldn't understand what we'd been through
Or how I did it all for you
All to show you how I cared
It was the last thing we ever shared together
And I'll cherish the memory
And carry a piece of you with me

Deep deep down
Where I'm not supposed to be
'Cause I buried you there
And now they're coming after me

Deep deep down
Deep deep down
'Cause I buried you there
And now they're coming after me