Death

[Verse]
Woke up in a cold sweat
Checks texts, phone's dead
God's interrupting my own rest
Having dreams of my own death
You can't help, it's my own mess
Can't tell if it's a symbol
Or something I can still do
Is this just a prophecy?
Or is God just mocking me?
I've always though religion was a mockery
But this could be stopping me
It's shocking me
The people I saw are no longer on earth
And the sight of them only made shit worse
Wish I didn't wake up
Wish I could have stayed up
My mind isn't made up
Now I'm going crazy, I'm anxious
My mind is scattered
Can't tell what really matters
Am I living or dead?
I look up and see my sibling's head
I'm still breathing
Wasn't my time for leaving
Only a preview
Of what I could see soon
I see dude
And tell him what happened
He brushes it off as part of my everyday madness
My thoughts are still tangled
Got me thinking of three years ago, I thought I met my angel
Now I'm in my dreams I'm walking side by side with angels
Is this right? Maybe from a different angle
Could my next move be fatal?
So many questions with no answers
Only make my mind move faster
Reoccurring nightmares
I see them, they're right there
There's too much fright here
I wanna leave but that ain't fair
My family still needs me
And so do my friends
I need them to see me
Before it's the end
I have so much to say
But so little time
The end could be today
Or is it all in my mind?