Death Awaits

I hear it callin
That liberation
Patiently waiting

Let the bells ring
I need my freedom
Callin out to god don't know if he hearin me
Devils in my paintings now don't know if feelin me
What we livin' for
Making money making enemies

Let the
Let the
Let the bells ring
I need my freedom
Heart beat to my own drum
Keep me sane keep me numb
Keep me going 'til the morning

Depression hit I close my eyes
Wake up smoke 'em dry
Hate my job love my life
Rap for money
Listen, shit ain't funny
Educated little dummy
Intelligent low life, no life
Living in the middle where they never let you rise above
Nobody take a step up
Somebody got the stick up
Truths revealed when ill-willed get healed
Or I get that check sign it, fuck you bitch

Pay bills cheap thrills
Buy a bottle sip it 'til I slobber
Drop a little on the collar
Never been a baller
Getting older I ain't getting taller
My balls dropped
Young enough to keep it off the rocker
When was a younger was an Emo rocker
Conversation blocker
Sending dm's I'm a mute 'em
Never block 'em
Strictly airplane mode
Pillow tuck cigarillo
This ain't over 'til I'm sober
I'm slave to my dick and my brain
Hovering above the grave
Death a freedom looming overhead

I hear it callin
That liberation
Let the bells ring
Patiently waiting