Dear God

Dear God
I wanted to reach out for so long
But there was no other way than to do in a song
So please, Lord, listen to what I have to say
This is not my confession, this is just questions in my brain
Here came this time when I have to question my beliefs
Cause I don't see you anymore, all I see is death and grief
What about your child, your creation, your mirror ?
Was that just a lie cause I'm really feelin' abandoned
Lord, don't you see your people turnin crazy ?
We in an era your people they would kill for the money ?
How come you don't come down, watch it with your own eyes
Or maybe you're illusion, maybe you're a bunch of lies
Don't get me wrong Lord, I ain't mad I'm just sayin
I'm mad at them spreadin the blood in your name
That's insane and I start blamin you for that wild
Cause in the end, we are all supposed to be your child

Dear God
I'm really sorry about my last words
I should be wise but still, I am a Man so I have nerves
And don't point me for that cause you would be the one to blame
If we are made at your image so why are we so different damn !
Lord, i don't understand, they use you to control
They use you as a pacifist but they use to fold
Look at your priests Lord, look what they've done
And how come you keep it quiet, aren't you suppose to be THE ONE ?
The Most High, am I speakin up too loud ?
Or am I speaking to myself cause you ain't even out
I'm lost and they would spit the committed speech
But I ain't Stevie Wonder and I don't want to be leashed
They blasted buildings, they used your name before they did
Or they just stonin women because they've been showin out a knee
So maybe Im oversteppin but take time to stepback
And look what you created, maybe there was a lack

Dear God
I don't know why I even keep writin
Cause I feel like you're even not listenin
You're nothing, just an image built my peers
And I don't follow them, my mind is free at least
I'm sorry if I'm harsh but this is just what I feel
I don't believe in you, for them you're an ideal
For me you're just a doll that some people use to wave
They use your name to contain, preachin with you we are all safe
But you're not here for us, neither to live our lives
Some use you to drain with the hope you'll help their stives
Mankind is complicated you're the easy solution
An escape for their minds just like the morning rising sun
But sorry Lord, you don't fool me anymore
I'll pave the way myself like the 22 years before
So mark my words, I don't need you in my mind
One day I'll be a father and I don't wanna them to be blind