Dear god

[Verse]
I know I'm only here because the man in the clouds
But I just can't sit back and worship when he's not with you now
I got a lot of things that I just can't get off of my chest
I need some answers before I die and you lay me to rest
You're supposed to be a father but you're never around
I give you so many prayers, but you just not makin' sound
Say you've always got a plan, I don't belive in it now
'Cause all these good people dead and buried deep in the ground
They say 'Donte, why don't you consider goin' to church'?
Why, so I can get judged for what I wеar on a shirt?
But they can keep teachin' me somеthing that I already know
They tell me they love me, but sometimes it just feels like they don't
I go to sleep every night, with this thought in my head
Where the fuck will I go when I'm finally dead?
All these prayers and these songs, was it worth it?
Or will you send me to hell, 'cause I deserve it?
I'm a man, but who are you?
I know you're there, but I need to see the proof
All these questions that I've had from my youth
Are you ever gonna show me the truth?
Dear god, I hope you hear me and you listen
I know I'm only human, but you know I have a vision
I know a lot of people that are scared to go to hell and meet the devil all because of one stupid-ass decision
This shit is twisted, when I'm on my way to heaven, will I miss it?
Knockin' on the gate but I can only pay a visit
Wanna see my family, but I only get a minute
Then you send me back to hell, and I'm stuck inside a prison
If life was a movie I know you'd be the director
Deal with all that shit and still keepin' us together
But I'd be scared to go to church and then find out that everything is ruined 'cause the priest is a molester