Dead Weight

Should've known it was too good to be true
Should've shown more affection when I needed too

Three in morning to feel ok
Never really meant it don't pick my ways
All set in stone it's forever engraved
Chemicals imbalanced inside my brain

Affliction insistent I built my cage
Always fucking twisted I'm my vertebrae
I ain't getting any better anyway
I get why you left I've dug my grave

She told me slow down I ain't got no brakes
You see most days I'm gone can't see straight

But I ain't saying no when I feel those aches
Only way to cope guеss I'm a mistake
One month gone and you madе that break
Why hold on when I'm dead weight