Dead Inside

[Verse 1: Lauren Weintraub]
Sex is overrated, drinking isn't fun
I can't walk after dark in case somebody has a gun
And no one fucking cares, cause ignorance is bliss
My stomach always hurts, because our food is full of shit
Growing up's a scam, and life is probably rigged
I don't know who I am and don't know if I ever did
And I came to terms with it, I tried to learn from it
But I didn't plan for a lightning bolt like you

[Chorus: Lauren Weintraub]
Oh no, what's that somersault I'm feeling in my stomach?
And it's all your fault
I'm buzzing like a satellite
Maybe I'm not dead inside
What's gotten into me?
I think about you right before I go to sleep
Oh, now I'm thinking maybe I
Maybe I'm not dead inside

[Post-Chorus: Lauren Weintraub]
Ooh, ooh, ah ooh
Maybe I'm not dead inside
Ah ooh, ah ah ooh

[Verse 2: Knox, with Lauren Weintraub]
My existential dread feels like an afterthought
To be honest, I'm still waiting for the other shoe to drop
The colors are so bright as I'm fading into you
Jesus Christ, I think I'm falling like a fool

[Chorus: Lauren Weintraub & Knox]
Oh no, what's that somersault I'm feeling in my stomach?
And it's all your fault
I'm buzzing like a satellite
Maybe I'm not dead inside
What's gotten into me?
I think about you right before I go to sleep
Oh, now I'm thinking maybe I
Maybe I'm not dead inside

[Post-Chorus: Lauren Weintraub]
Ooh, ooh, ah ooh (I'm not dead inside)
Maybe I'm not dead inside
Ah ooh, ah ah ooh

[Outro: Lauren Weintraub]
Some nights, I wonder why I used to be a cynic
'Cause you changed my mind
Oh, now I'm thinking maybe I
Maybe I'm not dead inside