Darkness of the Night (Part 2)

Hey, hey, what’s that you say? the sky is falling, really?
Mouth is moving nothing coming out Milli Vanilli?
Supposedly I’m stronger for the things that didn’t kill me
I read that shit on Instagram still darkness tends to fill me

I’m tired and sick of being tired and sick
I’m admired for shit I haven’t done since ‘96
I can’t see where I’m going but I see where I’ve been
And I never want to go back there again

It’s hard to speak on but I’m trying to make an effort
It’s hard to keep on when you’re thirsty in the desert
It’s hard to move on after family members die
And it’s harder still when it was suicide I’m wiped out

It all caught up with me the darkness chased me down
Thought I was clever I picked up and I moved out of town
Two thousand nine hundred ten miles away
But the pain still found me and the pain is here to stay