Dad

[Intro]
Yo
This song's for you dad
You fucking dog

[Verse 1]
You're far from my father figure, I figured it out
Its been about six years since you visited now
Thinking back, it could be more but I ain't sitting to count
Child support, you only gave the minimum fricking amount
Living in doubt, I turned to the streets scene
Searching for guidance had converted [?] keen
On sweet green, I was a permanent weed fiend
Ended up in hospital, determined to keep clean
Have your genes been making me like you?
I know you've got a few new babies, a wife too
They're not my brothers, they're replacements from white goo
I don't wanna meet 'em, I'm afraid what I might do
How about you fuckin' place 'em in my shoes
Give 'em a little taste of feeling hated and lied too
I use to think I'd never make it then I grew
Now I see you're just another fake that my life knew

[Chorus]
But it was just my mum and me, he must of had enough of me
So I'ma make the fucker bleed if I ever see my dad
I'ma make him stand in the rain (My dad)
Show him the man I became through the panic and pain
But it was just my mum and me, he must of had enough of me
So I'ma make the fucker bleed if I ever see my dad
I'ma shove his face in the dirt (My dad)
And show him the ways that he's hurt me since the day of my birth

[Verse 2]
I wanna cry, I definitely got a lot of pride
But I remember you telling me how you shot a guy
I was horrified, you showed me photos
Of squashed dead bodies, these are memories that I gotta hide
What was your mind thinking? I was a fucking kid
I don't fucking love you and I don't know why my mother did
Other kids asked where you were and I'd fucking flip
It's my birthday and I don't know where the fucker is
I must admit, I was jealous and confused
I don't really have that many relatives to lose
Father's Day was awkward, irrelevant and screwed
An elephant in the room and the devil in my views
It's settled in the booth, even though you don't deserve a track
I'm feeling like I need to go and smoke a thirty pack
Moving forward, my demons know I won't be turning back
If I see you though, you need to know that I'ma hurt you, dad

[Chorus]
But it was just my mum and me, he must of had enough of me
So I'ma make the fucker bleed if I ever see my dad
I'ma make him stand in the rain (My dad)
Show him the man I became through the panic and pain
But it was just my mum and me, he must of had enough of me
So I'ma make the fucker bleed if I ever see my dad
I'ma shove his face in the dirt (My dad)
And show him the ways that he's hurt me since the day of my birth (Yo)

[Verse 3]
Damn it, you cunt, how can you abandon your son?
Responsibilities you had, you just handed to mum
Ever since my fucking life on this planet begun
You haven't done shit to help me be the man I've become
I plan to become, a decent father, rather
Than a [?] that leaves their son and never has to see the drama
I just hope that one day you'll receive some karma
And get your fucking corpse dropped in a secret harbour
Complete's a charmer, maybe I'm batshit
'Cause my mind left the same way that my dad did
You weren't a father, you just basically acted
The fact is, I'm so ashamed of this fat prick
Was I a bad kid? It ain't hard to prove
You took a new path and I ain't passing through
It makes marks and breaks hearts in two
So all I know is, I don't take after you, cunt

[Chorus]
But it was just my mum and me, he must of had enough of me
So I'ma make the fucker bleed if I ever see my dad
I'ma make him stand in the rain (My dad)
Show him the man I became through the panic and pain
But it was just my mum and me, he must of had enough of me
So I'ma make the fucker bleed if I ever see my dad
I'ma shove his face in the dirt (My dad)
And show him the ways that he's hurt me since the day of my birth