​cxmfxrt in strangers

I keep seekin' comfort in strangers
All this self-hate always fucking lingers
Bored on a Friday night
Alone, I'm waitin' for a call
From anyone to make me feel like someone maybe gives a shit
Meanwhile, I'm gettin' high
Starrin' at spiders on my wall
Put my phone down away from me
To try to trick myself into thinkin' I don't give a fuck
But I keep seekin' comfort in strangers
All this self-hate always fuckin' lingers
I don't wanna drag someone down with me
When the night's over they'll forget me
I keep seekin' comfort in people I don't know
In people I don't know
Just one more little linе
To boost my absent confidence
Maybе this time I'll have the guts to make the move I never do
My altered state of mind
Keeps me away from common sense
I'm on a hunt to find a girl who just needs someone for the night
I don't think anyone would ever date me
I don't think I'll ever be someone's man
I don't think anyone could ever love me
I don't think I'll ever be someone's fuck friend
I'm too shy, too awkward to be me
So I stay silent 'til I feel the rush of the drugs inside of my brain
That trick me into thinkin' someone actually gives a fuck
I keep seekin' comfort in strangers
All this self-hate always fuckin' lingers
I don't wanna drag someone down with me
When the night's over they'll forget me
I keep seekin' comfort in people I don't know
In people I don't know
I don't wanna drag someone down with me
When the night's over they'll forget me
I keep seekin' comfort in people I don't know