Cursed

[Intro]
I'm sorry if I smiled at you
I'm sorry if I smiled at you
I'm sorry I can't get my feelings out
I'm sorry I can't just sit down and talk
But if you lived the life I live, and walked the road I walk
You'd be exactly the same, yo, look
(Westy on productions)

[Verse 1]
This is real life, it ain't no banter
Christmas time, no, we never saw Santa
Mum weren't rich, so we couldn't get a hamper
It was all Asda nappies, no Pampers
Recently, I had a scare by cancer
Feels like the world's tryna hold me ransom
Lupus stopping me from being handsome
My hair is my strength like my name is Samson
I'm gonna keep going and show I'm the champion
Used to hide my face away like the phantom
Now I wanna see money like Mr Branson
I wanna put my wife and my kids in a mansion
Don't wanna ride time like Buju Banton
Or have my friends saying "can't believe man's gone"
On my own two feet's what I stand on
Till the day that I'm gone, I'm gonna stand strong

[Chorus]
(Cursed)
No matter what you say, I will always feel (cursed)
Every time I look into the mirror, I feel (cursed)
No matter what they say to me, I will feel (cursed)
Got me singing like (ooh)

[Verse 2]
I've got a point to prove, you can't stop me
I've gotta leave a legacy and do it properly
When I was young, I was shook with knock-knee
Never been signed so no label could drop me
A couple of man in the ends did hot me
Put me off-track for a while, flopped me
Never forget the beef I had near Brockley
Man tried draw for the leng and pop me
So I show respect for my dons, they got me
Going on reckless? These days, that's not me
When I was young, it was hard, never got P
That's why I stay strong and never drop fee
Doing shows from Barça to Swansea
Me and my crew are tight like a onesie
Never used to be smart with money, I was clumsy
Now I make Ps for my wife, my kids and my mumzy

[Chorus]
(Cursed)
No matter what you say, I will always feel (cursed)
Every time I look into the mirror, I feel (cursed)
No matter what they say to me, I will feel (cursed)
Got me singing like (ooh)

[Verse 3]
Kim was good to me when I was young
That was my don Joey and Patsy's mum
She gave me somewhere to stay when I was on the run
I couldn't stay with my family or even my mum
It was a hard life, I was in the slums
I was around ganja, knife, coke, and guns
I was only fifteen, feeling like a big man
Rolling with Jamie and David [?]
Out on the streets, feeling like I'm He-Man
Stratford had man shook when they seen man
I was locked for a bit but they had to free man
Shawshank Redemption like Morgan Freeman
Sixteen before I met my brother [?]
Before that, I knew Anthony and Stephen
That's my family, for my life
And there's no way I can ever leave them

[Chorus]
(Cursed)
No matter what you say, I will always feel (cursed)
Every time I look into the mirror, I feel (cursed)
No matter what they say to me, I will feel (cursed)
Got me singing like (ooh)