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[Sampled Hook]
I shot you down, I-I shot you down
Bang bang
I shot you down, I-I-I shot you down
Bang bang
I shot you down, I-I shot you down
Bang bang
I shot you down, I-I-I shot you down
Bang bang

[Verse 1: Manga]
Single man on a single bed, not giving a single fuck
I'm so sick of the silly thoughts that I'm thinking up
Seem to be sleeping less cause I think too much
Close my eyes like I've seen too much
I'm looking for a blessing, have I sinned too much?
Feeling singled out
Tryna hold it all down but I seem to fuck things up
So I'm just sitting here, beating myself up
My head's hurting just like I've been punched or rushed
I'm tryna find my way up
Looking in the mirror like it's me and you, fam
So I'm fucking if you don't like us
All my thoughts whizzing round like they're in a rush
Am I happy being sad or sad I ain't happy?
I think these things all at once
Can't make my mind up
Said she love me but she gotta go, what?
That's a mindfuck
Wait, what?
You should've seen my face when the phone lit up
Said she can't be around when I self-destruct
Ah, bitch, shut the fuck up
I knew you wasn't down
I don't know why you even bothered and got my hopes up
Bitch, I should've just seckled and kept my love gun in my holster
I'm sitting on the edge of my bed, I'm in a mess
Got my middle finger on my index on my temple
Wish I could shoot these thoughts right out my head like bang

[Sampled Hook]
I shot you down, I-I-I shot you down
Bang bang
I shot you down, I-I-I shot you down
Bang bang
I shot you down, I-I-I shot you down
Bang bang
I shot you down, I-I-I shot you down
Bang bang

[Interlude 1]
Matthew, I'm a bit worried about you, I've not heard from you for ages. Like no one's seen you here, where have you been? Why are you isolating yourself from everybody? It's not like you at all. Just get in contact when you can, yeah? Cause I'm worried about you. Alright, take care

[Verse 2: Manga]
I hate this room I wake up in
State of it just mirrors the mindstate I'm in
A lot of money going out, less coming in
So I stay under covers and I overthink
With this drink that I'm gonna sip
Cause I feel everyone and everything
Is against me, and I know I never win
Tryna take manaman for a fucking prick?
Or is my mind just playing tricks?
Got me feeling like a loser cause I never win
And I'm never going out cause I'm staying in
Cause I only feel safe when I'm laying in
Bed, yes, fuck everyone and everything
For everything they've done, all they never did
My phone keeps blowing up like a terrorist
Fuck it, let it ring
Cause I don't really feel like speaking
Don't wanna hear your advice or preaching
Feels like I'm trapped in freedom
But I'm sitting on the edge of the bed, I'm in a mess
Tryna blow these thoughts out of my head and just go bang

[Sampled Hook]
I shot you down, I-I-I shot you down
Bang bang
I shot you down, I-I-I shot you down
Bang bang
I shot you down, I-I-I shot you down
Bang bang
I shot you down, I-I-I shot you down
Bang bang

[Interlude 2]
So I think that you want me to say things in this. Um, I don't really know what to say. Pizza, crackers and flip flops, uh, teddy bears, candy floss. So the office has been good. Up to where I'm at, you know. 25 seconds