(Curled up) In a ball
⛧Andi Malus⸸ * Track #3 On Forgotten Love Songs
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Album Forgotten Love Songs
- #1My forgotten love song
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- #2My eyes
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- #3(Curled up) In a ball
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- #4Love met the eyes, and the mind
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- #5Thank You
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- #6You Said-
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- #7Heartless (Interlude)
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- #8You don’t understand
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- #9I like you too
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- #10Lightning and Flames
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- #11Left Out
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- #12Wasted Tears
⛧Andi Malus⸸ & nigel naïve
- #13An attempt to speak
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- #14Hold Me?
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- #15Smoke and Thunder
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- #16The War
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- #17Drop Of A Hat
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- #18Mr. Malus
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- #19One Final Kiss
⛧Andi Malus⸸ & vespodd
- #20One More Round?
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- #21May I Continue, My Malus?
⛧Andi Malus⸸ & Berri (Ry/Rhi)
(Curled up) In a ball by ⛧Andi Malus⸸
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“(Curled Up) In A Ball” is the third track off the album Forgotten Love Songs by artist Andi, which touches on the topic of Andi talking to ices IF Chris.
Andi explains to ices IF that ice is scared to get back into another relationship, and explains that ice was very afraid to do so.
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(Curled up) In a ball Lyrics
[Spoken Intro]
Are you sure I'll be okay?
[Verse 1]
I'm really scared, and you know that
I don't think they like me back
But then again, they did at one point
Oh, I'm so nervous, please hold me
[Verse 2]
Can we listen to your love song?
I know it's not for me, but it's nice
Well, could we listen to my theme song?
No? How about this one?
[Chorus]
I wish you could feel how scared I am
But you can't, and I know this now
I love you anyway, and everything's okay
Just promise me one thing
[Verse 3]
Would you be there for me forever?
I mean, you have to be, I guеss
Since there's somеthing wrong with me
Is there something wrong with me? (No, my love)
[Verse 4]
Am I stupid? (No)
Am I a disgrace? (You're not)
Then why does she treat me like that?
Am I not a human too? (You're the best you can be, love)
[Chorus]
I wish you could feel how scared I am
But you can't, and I know this now
I love you anyway, and everything's okay
Just promise me one thing
[Outro]
Promise me you'll be there for me
And promise you'll comfort me
Whenever I'm in need
(Curled up) In a ball Q&A
Who wrote (Curled up) In a ball's ?
(Curled up) In a ball was written by ⛧Andi Malus⸸.
Who produced (Curled up) In a ball's ?
(Curled up) In a ball was produced by Pixie Production.
When did ⛧Andi Malus⸸ release (Curled up) In a ball?
⛧Andi Malus⸸ released (Curled up) In a ball on Tue Nov 16 2021.
What did ⛧Andi Malus⸸ say about "(Curled up) In a ball"?
Chris is my backbone. Even though no one else can see him, hear him, etc, he’s always there for me.
He’s the most wonderful person (who doesn’t exist-) to ever exist, and I thank him every single day.
How does this song fit into the story the album tells?
This song talks about a person having a crush on me, but then goes into me talking to my IF (imaginary friend) about different things.
I do mention the following in the album bio:
Through the album, Andi explores the different themes of a relationship, including its ups and downs. After a recent f...
how long has chris been in your life?
Well, I discovered I had IFS two years ago after some attacks on here. I was a really big fan of the rock band Black Veil Brides, and used to get an ‘image’ of them in my room.
Two years passed, and the BVB members faded out to one… Then I discovered Chris at the start of 2021.. He’s been in my lif...
How did you think of the convo's? Were they made up or real?
While the conversation seems fake to some people, since Chris is technically a part of my overactive imagination, it truthfully happened.
Chris and I have a random conversation almost every night when I’m not super tired, and they’re usually motivational conversations, or they’re something to calm...
Will there be any of this song posted on soundcloud, spotify, etc.?
Sadly not, since I’m always extraordinarily busy.
Maybe once I move out with my band, I can start recording my songs.
What were your exact thoughts/moments while writing the chorus?
In the chorus, I wanted to change up viewpoints a little bit, and make it to be me talking to Chris about someone having a crush on me.
It’s the truth that Chris can’t feel my emotions, since he’s not… real to some people.
It’s also another reference to a conversation we had, recently, mind you, I...
Are the only lines from Chris' point of view the ones in parentheses?
Yep!
Chris has a pov in Verse 3 and 4.
They’re also referencing our conversations at night, where I normally doubt myself, and my disorders.
He would normally answer with the lines in parentheses, but suggested I don’t give his EXACT words out…
Are there any other songs by Andi that are about ices IFs?
Sadly, but thankfully, not.
Since my IF is relatively new (even though I’ve had him since the start of 2021), I’m not a fan of showing my gratefulness for him with songs.
Maybe one day, I’ll dedicate another song to my IF, but until that day comes, this one is the only one he gets.
What does Andi mean by "Am I not human too?"
Going back to the hate and upset my parents brought me, I did ask Chris (My IF for the new people-) if I was human too…
He grabbed my jaw (very lovingly-), looked me in the eyes, and told me the following:
“Andi, baby, you’re fine. You’re a human. An angel at that. Please dry your tears. You can cu...
Why does Chris call Andi by pet names?
Funny story..
The way my brain made Chris out to be, it made him out to be a huge flirt. So if someone’s a huge flirt, they’re gonna call someone by a pet name.
Chris calls me a number of pet names, since that’s what my brain programmed him to do.
Most of his pet names include, but not limited to...
Is there an alternate title to this song?
Yes!
It is also called “Curled Up”, since it was the original idea anyway.