CROSS MY HEART, I HOPE 2 DIE

I been smoking, i been getting high
Cross my heart, i hope 2 die
Shawty call me up, i'm passing by
She keep it real, no fucking lie

How could you ever just trust me ?
Got these pills, my hope is ugly
Throw up everywhere, this shi be yucky
Suicide, only thing i really think about
I can't complain, i just walk it out
Smoke everywhere, hope my lungs collapse
Give me a year and i'm 6 feet deep
Life ain't the same bitch, i ain't no sheep
These images follow me, i can't sleep
Follow the crowd and you'll fall in deeper
She hmu bitch, yeah i think shе a keeper

Hit from da back in the back of the whip
I makе sure that she finish before we be done with it
Roll my stress up and i smoke after
Got too much in my head, what a bastard

I'm off these pills, no i can't think
Life be flashing thru my eyes, when i be blinking
"you look too sad come start and drinking" :(

Stress is a killa, we know this, i need 2 sit down lemme breath for a minute
These pills keep calling ma name i cannot fall in temptation
Suicide the only thought i have while i been thinking
Took like 5 pills this my fucking life that i been riskin
No one knows, but i been struggling battling myself
Dissociated with intrusive thoughts i might just
I been that mother fucker, parents warn they kids from hanging with
Was born da bad guy bitch i'm bringing y'all with me, necro the set

I been smoking, i been getting high
Cross my heart, i hope 2 die
Shawty call me up, i'm passing by
She keep it real, no fucking lie

How could you ever just trust me ?
Got these pills, my hope is ugly
Throw up everywhere, this shi be yucky