​crisis

Before you even get started theres something i have to do
This is as awkward for me as i'm sure it is for you
Before you start to unload about your terrible day
The 10th bad day this week, i just have to say

I know you're probably not gonna like this
But i don't have the energy for a crisis
I held out for as long as i could, but i can't fight this
I just can't deal with another crisis

You have completely depleted me, you have sucked me dry
I get severe anxiety whеn you text me hi
Youre so happy to spеnd my energy on yourself every night
And you never even ask me anything about my life

Maybe i'm suffering too, maybe i've been in hell
Maybe it's my own fault for not helping myself
You put me in uncomfortable positions
And no matter what happens to me youre always the bigger victim

Occasionally you toss me an empty "how are you"
But i know you're really just paying your dues
To justify the next 5 hours of emotional abuse
Cos you didn't even wait for a response, cool

Our facebook conversation is 1% blue
You could scroll for months and it would still be true
And i don't know why this keeps happening to you
But somehow i feel like we're only getting further from the truth