​credits

[Intro]
It doesn't make a difference
’Cause even when I fucked it up, you'd fix it
And ever since you left, I thought you'd miss this
Guess that’s not true
Well maybe I was too persistent
But something 'bout your laugh had me addicted
Just make sure when my story's told, it begins with
And ends with you

[Verse 1]
Tried to keep what's wrong 'bout me left unknown
I was scared if they knew me, then I'd truly be left alone
Just wanna give you everything, but my rеpressing kept me from growth, I
So I won't hold it against you if you dеtest my bones
Just hope you grieve at the thought of me

[Chorus 1]
It doesn't make a difference
’Cause even when I fucked it up, you’d fix it
And ever since you left, I thought you'd miss this
Guess that’s not true (And I don't wanna die, but maybe it's easier)
Well maybe I was too persistent
But something 'bout your laugh had me addicted
Just make sure when my story’s told, it begins with
And ends with you (I pushed and they folded, my body was molded wrong)

[Bridge]
Just wish we had more time, but my body's turned to rust
Weakened spine, you regard me with disgust
You're not mine, broken down from my mistrust
You were right, I'm not the person I thought I'd be
I'm not fine, tried to pretend that I was
I took pride, thought I was helping, but I fucked your whole life
Was misguided by my lust for your eyes (Views and clicks)
I'm not the person you wanna see

[Chorus 2]
It doesn't make a difference
'Cause even when I fucked it up, you'd fix it
And ever since you left, I thought you'd miss this
Guess that's not true
Well maybe I was too persistent
But something 'bout your laugh had me addicted
Just make sure when my story's told, it begins with
And ends with you