Cracked floor

[Verse 1 - mfzeph]
Surgical masks, they cover my face
I need time to breathe, but im too choked up to say
Crawling
My throat and my tongue are so fucked up
Inside of my skin, there are bugs, i have no luck
Ill shatter my skull just to show you i care bout you
Ridin my broom just like i am a witch
Flatten my bones, pull the plug out lil bitch
Pills by my bedside, ill end it all, shit

I have sinned and been punished, im led to the light
Every motherfucker act out of spite
Every motherfucker actin out, right
That's what you all think when im killing my sight
Just poison my cranium every single night
I just wanna talk, i dont wanna fight
I hate throwing up, why do i keep crying
Take me to nirvana, go on, open the doors
Hyacinth house with the cracks the floor
Chimes
Dance in the wind as i throw up the lies
Im a sore sight for good eyes

I am the pain that you've read about
I am the flame that im putting out
I dance in the rain with my cankered mouth
I am the nastiest around

[Verse 2 - daniels gone]
Staying conscious
As im running towards the faucet
Got an anchor in my locket
On my neck im choking
Im hoping
Nobody leaves my fucking family croaking
If you touch a fucking hair on them i’m fucking smoking

Out your organs
Ima keep on fucking cutting til the lights out
Til my blood is shot out
And leaking from my nuts down
Im wondering how the fuck i never quit now
Like i ain't learn my lesson fucking hiding all these scars and then

I still do it
Like a craving i keep on fucking feeding it
Tell my friends? fuck that they gone fade
Again
When i try to talk to em dont know what to say
I feel like shit today

I know that i should have a little fucking hope
But when theres nothing left to cope, my brain it starts to fucking bloat

I dont like to get excited but that’s naturally how i am
I hate all these disappointments but i drag myself to them
Feel my life start to get better but my head keeps feeding in
What if all of this will end
What if i lose myself again

Cut me