​coping

[Sample]
People will try to make it seem as though
Because you are by yourself
And because you are not around people
Or, you don't have alot of friends
That it must be something weird
Or it must be something creepy, going on with you
But I'm here to tell each and everyone one of you
That if you're on this video message
Once you are alive, you begin to grow

[thebreathingbackwards]
I left my tears on the mini ramp
Where you used to take pictures
I left them and started anew
Just to live in my memories sheltered in various liquors
Theres nowhere to pull myself up to
Im breaking down
I collapse to the ground
And honestly its getting harder to even find solace in all of the sounds
That i used to rely on
I got nowhere to go
Got nowhere that i can call home
Cuz out where its flat, im a distraction
And here on the east im just cold
Ill listen to joe
Listen to letdown on loop
And drive til my car fucking dies
Fall asleep on the gas hitting 90 on 495
I won't open my eyes
I say i wanna die
But fuck it
Im too scared of death
I just wanna keep tryna find
The reason that i always pirate my breath
Im burning bridges like nobodys business
All my connections are quitting with quickness
So ill own who i am and continue to lock myself up
With a shitty excuse for a sickness
And write
Every night
Focus on reaching eventual light
Cuz maybe if i try with all of my might
I can love myself and feel alright
But
Ill leave my tears on the mini ramp
Under the coping
Im tryna cope with the fact
That everythings burning the rope that im holding
And im fucking lonely

[Sample]
As I go on in life, I realise that
The more that I stay alone and by myself
I begin to see, that alot of times
Being lonely is the way to go