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[Intro]
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[Verse]
Why am I sad? Why am I mad?
Why do I feel like I'm losing my mind?
Why am I so fucking talented at keep all of my feelings inside?
Why am I lonely, surrounded by homies
But not close enough to control me
'Cause I'm feeling crazy and lazy
I can't be the only one tired of slowing, and slowing, and slowing
And where am I going? Where am I at?
Why can't I finally take off this mask?
Been twenty years of unfortunate past
But suddenly I'm breathing back, I can't keep it on track
Think I need help, dawg, I think I'm a problem
This liquor don't love me, but I need a toxin
She lets me fuck 'til I stumble while walking
And contemplate why I'm so rotten
It don't make sense while the barrier's bent
And my heart is exhausted from trying to mend
All the scars that I've given myself over time
Due to demons that crawl up my spine to repent
I might be bipolar, I'm probably depressed
Maybe I just need a little more rest
Maybe the leaving of my motivation is killin' me, [?] with stress