Control

I threw my alarm clock at the wall
Its voice was distorting into the humane
The sensible

I turn in the dark fog, animal
Rejoice to have broken out of the mundane
The culpable

I try hard to inhabit myself
Don’t tell me what to do
My heart is in transit across
The planets and the moons
Try hard to inhabit myself
Don’t tell me what to do

But I won’t tell a soul if you give me control

I threw my alarm clock out the door
Its hands wouldn’t loosen their grip on my brain
Can’t ignore

These walls couldn’t care less anymore
These walls never tell me just not to engage
Nevermore

But I won’t tell a soul if you give me control

Why
Can I feel you breathe
Why
Are you all I see
It’s taking all I’ve got
It’s everything that I’m not meant to be

Why
Can I feel you breathe
Why
Are you all I see
It’s breaking all I’ve got
It’s everything that I’m not meant to be