Be Myself

[Verse 1: Abdullah Siddiqui]
Body horror dreams
Wake up too tangible for my own good
Shattered trees in my own woods
I can touch my skin
Feel force against the weight of my tame foot
You can cancel my sainthood

Burn the candle at both ends
All the vandals are good men
I’m giving in to me, giving in to me

[Chorus: Abdullah Siddiqui]
Bow down now at the altar of this bodyscape
Don’t you know there’s never an escape
Withering away in time and space
Now now now won’t you please be grateful for the pain
Numbing it away like Novocain
Withering away what I became
I’m never gonna
Be myself again as long as I
Bе myself pretending all thе time
I’m feeling so sublime
I’m never gonna
Be myself again as long as I
Be myself pretending all the time
I’m feeling so refined

[Verse 2: Aima Baig]
Hypomanic son
Indulge the sensory in a mute war
I’m the pain that I live for
Am I anyone
Am I the matter stuck to my sane core
Am I less than I am more

Burn the candle at both ends
All the vandals are good men
I’m giving in to me, giving in to me

[Chorus: Abdullah Siddiqui]
Bow down now at the altar of this bodyscape
Don’t you know there’s never an escape
Withering away in time and space
Now now now won’t you please be grateful for the pain
Numbing it away like Novocain
Withering away what I became
I’m never gonna
Be myself again as long as I
Be myself pretending all the time
I’m feeling so sublime
I’m never gonna
Be myself again as long as I
Be myself pretending all the time
I’m feeling so refined