Constantly Waiting

Constantly waiting for something better to come along
Am I only wasting my time, am I wrong?
Constant regret for every little thing that is gone
Do I really want it all back, am I wrong?

Though there is silence in my house
Inside I hear a little whisper that refuses to go away
And it tells me that

There is something missing from my life
But I don't know what it can be
I know it is not possessions and I know it is not religion

Will I ever find out
And do I wanna find out
And is it gonna take a long time?

Because I'm always

Constantly waiting for something better to come along
Am I only wasting my time, am I wrong?
Constant regret for every little thing that is gone
Do I really want it all back, am I wrong?

I have decisions to make
I need to pick up the pieces and cast off all the downs that are on my mind
I can be strong by myself
I came into the world alone and I managed before and I can do it again
This is not the end, I won't let it be the end

I'm sick and tired of the pain
I know the hurt I feel wasn't half as bad as when you were with me
And I should be thankful, and I should be grateful
And all the tears I cried didn't do me any good and they just let me
Looking ugly
Now it's not too late for me
'cause I refuse to be

Constantly waiting for something better to come along
Am I only wasting my time, am I wrong?
Constant regret for every little thing that is gone
Do I really want it all back, am I wrong?

People say that I'm changed
But I don't know if it's good or bad
So can you tell me am I wrong, am I wrong, am I wrong now?

Do I say what I want
Do I say what I feel

Tell me, am I wrong , am I wrong, am I wrong?
Do I want it all back? Do I want it all back? No

I don't wonna be waiting, no