Composure

[Verse 1]
Losing balance as I weigh out my options
It's an everyday morning routine
Through every hazy memory
At any second you could recap the climax
It’s not as vivid as it used to be
Through every hazy memory

[Pre-Chorus]
The walls were built so high
But couldn't keep their words out
The shelter they provide
Only houses self-doubt

[Chorus]
I'm reclaiming my composure
Lately, I’ll bend, smile, and pretend to be stable
I’ve been avoiding conversation
But lately, I’ll bend, smile, and pretend to be stable

[Verse 2]
Life's unfolding like the plot of a movie
Not the version that everyone sees
My dreams laid out in front of me
(Like dreams laid out in front of me)
I never told anyone, but the truth is I see
The shadow hanging over me

[Pre-Chorus]
The walls were built so high
But couldn't keep their words out
The shelter they provide
Only houses self-doubt

[Chorus]
I'm reclaiming my composure
Lately, I’ll bend, smile, and pretend to be stable
I’ve been avoiding conversation
But lately, I’ll bend, smile, and pretend to be stable

[Pre-Chorus]
The walls were built so high
But couldn't keep their words out
The shelter they provide
Only houses self-doubt

[Chorus]
I'm reclaiming my composure
Lately, I’ll bend, smile, and pretend to be stable
I’ve been avoiding conversation
But lately, I’ll bend, smile, and pretend to be stable