Cold As Ice

[Intro]
Yeah, see I try to keep a positive space and all that but, sometimes it's just hard you know...
Forever

[Verse 1]
Drama, sins, and the blood of Christ
More money, more murder
I can get my enemies all done at night
Yes, I know, I'm talking crazy
But I live such a fucking life
Paranoid on the daily, consequences of not living right
Told me the new shit aggressive
This old shit had my heart broken in seconds
Last year I fell for a shorty from Texas
I wasn't myself while I stood in her presence
Lost my mind trying to please a chick
I been M.O.B. ever since
My emotions gotta' keep them in
Hard when your passion's heaven's sent
Years ago I let the devil in
Felt alone had my reasons
He want my soul, but he'll never win, 'cause the Lord always beat him
The memoirs of a born sinner
Get money nigga, half heathen
The God of Bleecker Street, nigga
Get a kiss on to believe it
But you should just pray for him
I'm always hit with the same song
My brother always on my back, dog, like "why this rap shit take long?"
You watchin' niggas, fuck what they doin
I ain't really got nothing to say to 'em
Just let 'em know there's a war coming
When the bullets fly, 'gon rain on him
Amen

[Chorus]
Cross my heart I hope you die
Tell 'em charge it to the game, they'll do the same, boy, that's a lie
Want the money, fuck the fame, simple, plain, don't ask me why
Throw my fingers up
Tell them F' 'em if they ever try, yeah
Ain't no switching sides, never lie, wish I would bitch
Caught up in this life, I was born into this hood shit
Now I pay the price, roll the dice, make a good flip
I'm just cold as ice, it's a vice, wish I could kick that bullshit

[Verse 2]
Yeah, look at my life, they wish they could study me
The word "fam" means looking familiar
"Know what my own people done to me?"
Lie on my name, put thoughts in my brain
They ain't really have no love for me
Tell the truth, nah, I wasn't ashamed, but I couldn't let 'em get under me
Fuck 'em, it don't get no better
I hold my grudges forever
Hatred so long you could measure
My blessings take longer than ever
I'm trying to change and get it together
But it's so hard when pain lasts forver
The sign of depression, shit tears on my [?]
Spending obsession, it deals with it better
Hennessy healing I'm trying to recover
Old soul, cold flow, heartless, hoes know
Show love, go broke, no no, poor folk
Fill up, sip slow
Yeah
You just really got to pace it
I ain't wanna be famous
So forget the red carpet
I'm just trying to rock stages
Say it's all for entertainment
Came a long way from the basement
I remember I was trapped in a zone
Plotting on the ones that all did me wrong
Fuck them forever we can't get along
They the main reason for writing this song
Fold under pressure, they down with the dope
The love is all fake, "you thought I ain't know?"

[Chorus]
Cross my heart I hope you die
Tell 'em charge it to the game, they'll do the same, boy, that's a lie
Want the money, fuck the fame, simple, plain, don't ask me why
Throw my fingers up
Tell them F' 'em if they ever try, yeah
Ain't no switching sides, never lie, wish I would bitch
Caught up in this life, I was born into this hood shit
Now I pay the price, roll the dice, make a good flip
I'm just cold as ice, it's a vice, wish I could kick that bullshit