​clown

Im in denial of everything that i need
I sit and let the roots grow from beneath my feet
I ain't tending to my garden
Im just watching all my veggies rot
Dirt under my fingernails leads me to texting edgy thots
I have these different thoughts
Desires leading into impulse
Beating myself up when all this shit could be so simple
Thick skulled, mildew in his brain make him limp slow

Baby, i could tell you im disgusting
But i think we've discussed it
Ive led you on with chains
And they've all but rusted
I busted
Buster, don't think about the consequences
You try to make me down to earth but ive already ascended
Ain't no coming down
Once you're high as i
Im the biggest fish to fry
Acknowledgement my biggest fear
But i can't live like this
Been hiding all my faults for all these years

I don't know what i need
I feel loathe in the greed
But i think i love the thought of you
Beneath me on your knees
Bitch, i parted all these seas
And yet you won't give me the time of day
Ain't got the time, but the crime gon pay
I sashay into another fucking love trap
I need a fucking hug, can't understand how you could love that
All i spit is poetry
No anime shit
So here's some stupid line
About hina tachibana having my kids
What the fuck you want from me
Im just a fucking loser who got a degree in debauchery
Don't talk to me
I just escape in my shows
I close the blinds and shut out everyone
Dismissing all my woes
Hide the tears inside their ducts
I could give a fuck what you gon say
Im jus gonna die alone with my shrimp and my old bay