Clouds

Truth be told, I talk too much to myself, I can't help it
When I'm alone in an empty room, there's still too many voices that I'm trying to listen to
And they all sound the same, with nothing good to say, it's true
When I go out, I drink too much, just to feel the feelings I don't feel until I sober up
When will I be the same, or will I keep on changing

Cause everybody's dealing with their own problems
And more than others some are better at hiding them
And if you ask me if I'm alright, I'll lie despite

I have anxiety, I care too much what people think
Instead of living my life, I'm a puppet on strings
My parents they're just worried that I'm losing my mind
And time to time, they're probably right cause
I'm in college but my head's in the clouds
I'm staying up too late just trying to figure it out
But I don't, and I know that I won't

I force myself, to carry on
I'm afraid to say we all have demons
Should I go and let you in
Or would you feel the way I'm feeling
Cause everybody's dealing with their own problems
And more than others some are better at hiding them
And if you ask me if I'm alright, I'll lie despite

I have anxiety, I care too much what people think
Instead of living my life, I'm a puppet on strings
My parents they're just worried that I'm losing my mind
And time to time, they're probably right cause
I'm in college but my head's in the clouds
I'm staying up too late just trying to figure it out
But I don't, and I know that I won't

I'm depressed, and in my head
I'm a mess, oh will this ever end
Tell me when will this end
I really hope this will end
Cause I'm depressed, and in my head
I'm a mess, oh will this ever end (no)
Tell me, tell me, tell me
When will this ever end

I have anxiety, I care too much what people think
Instead of living my life, I'm a puppet on strings
My parents they're just worried that I'm losing my mind
And time to time, they're probably right cause
I'm in college but my head's in the clouds
I'm staying up too late just trying to figure it out
But I don't, and I know that I won't