Cameron Earl

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"Hey, it's me, umm
Cameron, uh, Cameron Greenawalt
Umm I was just calling out of the blue because
Tshh tshshh... about a year ago when I was at the Philly's game and...
A couple friends of mine umm
We just left a little early
Philly's were blowing away whoever they-they werе playing I don't know
There was like three grands slams or somеthing that game
And uh, we were, umm
We were just waiting for the Broad Street line down in the station
And just like looking up and down the tracks, looking for rats, like I don't know
And umm, I just sort of like looked behind me and I
Caught a glance of this guy walking and uh
Like, he was on the rush to go somewhere and umm
I saw him hesitate to jump and then he just
He just jumped
And, it was the first time that instead of my head
Being so wrapped around the future and so stuck in the past
That for once I couldn't escape a moment where I was living in the present and
And umm, I really put myself into someone else's mindset
Someone else's shoes
And uh...
I haven't really been the same since
I've sort of just
Relived this past experience
And I didn't really know how to talk about that
I didn't really want to talk about it...
So I pushed you away and
I thought you would always come back
And eventually, you just gave up
And I just want you to know, that's never what I wanted
I didn't-I didn't want to give up"