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In track 10 off of Elzhi’s 2016 project Lead Poison, Elzhi likens depression to a dark cloud that follows him around. It is always there, at the best and worst times of his life, making it impossible for him to see any bright side to his life. He just wishes he could escape this cloud that is alway...
Just leave me alone, damn
[Verse 1: Elzhi]
Every day I'm trying to dodge a rain drop
'Til I'm drained or when the pain stop
It came around when I train hop
With my chain popped
When I was cuffed by a train cop I missed a main opportunity
Back when all I had was my mom to raise a spoon at me and
Couldn't call my dad cuz there were no more days of unity
It came to my community
Showed up at my doorstep
With a bunch of problems and more kept
Coming every week
It was a heavy leak
Hourly above, my head
But instead I wish it showered me with love
It was there when my moms passed
When they cut my Comcast
When I witnessed the crime last
And on the day of prom
Even at the playground when I was getting teased
Which is why I never sit and think of quitting hitting trees
I be up nights fried
And was rarely ever white eyed
It was in the way too much for me to see a bright side
And still I wonder, would it ever strike me down?
Cuz it most likely sound like it just want to steal my thunder
[Refrain]
All it do is rain rain
Rain rain on me
So I try to maintain and keep a sane brain
Wishing I could leave it all behind
On a train, plane, automobile
But I ought to know the water gon' spill