Clarity

I'm
Dropping constantly
I wish I could attain
Just a little bit of modesty
Honestly that'd be great
You put all this shit on-top of me
Watching me as I lay
Fucking dying atleast
That's how it feels like everyday god

Open up my fucking eyes I
All I
All I see is all that bullshit
That's inside I
I'm so sick of wasting all my time
You ain't living life
You just stuck inside yo mind
I been trying hard to find
All these fucking signs
Living in the past
Isn't living it's a lie
I been driven I been grinding
Like every single night
I wish that was true but I been
Struggling to find any motivation
I'm
Climbing up the
Vines
I hope any second
I'll be leaving you behind
I don't wanna change
So I've been trying to decide
Who is it I'll be now
When I'm turning 25
I keep thinking why

Why is it I do the same shit
I repeat the mistakes that you made
I fucking hate this
Used to think that I would be
The greatest back in grade 6
But now I'm thinking I don't know
Cause I been losing patience
Wow
I know how that shit goes
I feel all that fucking pressure
From my head to my toes
Tell me how I'm supposed to leave
Cause really I just don't know
You told me you were better
By yourself and then I just froze
Like damn

Because I guess that it's true
I'll just write a bunch of music
Like I'm destined to do
I'll be back soon with a album
That is ready to view
Drop a track and
Make it spread more
Than the commonest flu
I'd rather stay the fuck away
And seem obnoxious and rude
Then ever have a conversation
With you
Yeah

I'd rather stay the fuck away
And seem obnoxious and rude
Then ever have a conversation
With you