Brainfreeze

So much ice got a brain freeze
Money won't change me
Stoned out my mind
Can you even fucking
Blame me
Home on my grind
That's where I been staying lately
I've grown but it's time
To be who everyone
Made me

Lost in my own maze Watch as I go crazed
Gosh I am Opaque Lots of this Cocaine
Got them screaming out Josh are you okay
I'll be fine when I put 4 shots in my own brain
I Got all this fucking weight on my shoulder pads
I think I'll be good whenever I am
Moving forward past
All the emptiness inside that I would sort of stash
I just play Offеnse like i'm a motherfucking Quartеr back
Yeah I just play the fucking other side
While they losing motivation I keep rolling on my grind I don't like the fucking way that they been hating all the time
But those people fucking dense so I just
Take it as a sign
I get Fucking high I don't even fucking try
I pretend that I feel real but I don't barely feel alive
Why the fuck am I disguised
As a human being I Have no reason to believe
That I should even be this guy

I get lost in my mindset
Lots inside my head
Watch as I make all of these options declining
Often surviving
But constantly driving
Me off of the edge and now this pain has been like
Times 10

The way I see
They cannot compete
I just stomp my feet
Obnoxiously
While I smoke this weed
They do not know me
I'll die slowly
They push all this see
Right on top of me
I wanna sleep
I just wanna breathe
But I'm honestly
About to fall
Thinking that I know just what I want
Always dealing with this pain
Only thing I know is I got so much

So much ice got a brain freeze
Money won't change me
Stoned out my mind
Can you even fucking
Blame me
Home on my grind
That's where I been staying lately
I've grown but it's time
To be who everyone
Made me

So much ice got a brain freeze
Money won't change me
Stoned out my mind
Can you even fucking
Blame me
Home on my grind
That's where I been staying lately
I've grown but it's time
To be who everyone
Made me