Choke

[Intro]
I'm fucking sick of it

[Verse 1]
So you're not lying exactly, you've just mastered the absence of truth
My biggest crime is reacting, I'll spoon-feed you another excuse
I'm showing up to your house, unannounced
I hate the taste of your name in my mouth
You said at least if you were dead you'd never hurt me again

[Chorus]
I'd fix you if you let me
Been trying since the day you met me
Oh, I'm drawing blood
White knuckles, [?] nails and I'm in trouble
I wanna scream it in your face
But it gets stuck in my throat
And I choke

[Verse 2]
Still feel your hands on my necklace
Tore it off like you tore down my guard
I'm serving you like a sentence, out of reach while I peek through the bars

[Verse 3]
Oh, you
Put me on a pedestal and left me there to rot
Now I'm calling out your name like I'm calling out to God
Can't get back the time zone
Jealous of the clock
And I can't stop

[Chorus]
I'd fix you if you let me
Been trying since the day you met me
Oh, I'm drawing blood
White knuckles, [?] nails and I'm in trouble
I wanna scream it in your face
But it gets stuck in my throat
And I choke

[Bridge]
Hey!
I'm fucking sick of you
You said I lie too
But just to myself
And maybe that's true but I don't do it well
I'm saying I don't love you
Like a chalkboard in school
Did it five hundred times
But nobody's fooled
Think
I feel like that one -

[Chorus]
I'd fix you if you let me
Been trying since the day you met me
Oh, I'm drawing blood
White knuckles, [?] nails and I'm in trouble
I wanna scream it in your face
But it gets stuck in my throat
And I choke